While God and I were addressing the life-long
lie that “I am ‘too bad’ to be loved, helped or understood,” Jesus brought an
answer to my cry which set so much of it straight, despite the need to look at
some deeper things further….
“I planned you before the world began,
and have loved you with an everlasting love. I have understood you since the
time I was forming you in the womb; and it is because of My Presence,
sustenance and divine aid that you survived everything adversely painful
throughout your life. Though man has not always understood, or known how to
love and help you, yet I the Lord can never fail you!”
“Lord,
why in all these years did Your people not love, help or understand my shatters
and agony, but rather judged and condemned me?”
His reply… “Because My people are
human they have often misrepresented Me and My love, relying on their own
understanding instead of Mine. Only I, the Lord, have seen your bruised and
bleeding heart so ripped and torn by the experiences of abuse and rejection,
and only I have understood. I have walked the road before you, but none of
these others have come close.”
“Lord, I choose to renounce the lie that ‘I
am too bad to be helped, loved or understood, and I acknowledge that You have
done all these things for me. Lord, will You break this lie by the blood of
Jesus and take back all the ground given to Satan through it; and Jesus, will
You break all the effects this may have had on my children and husband, and
retrieve that ground also? Please will You forgive me, Jesus?”
“My child, I will forgive, receive you
and reclaim all the ground that the enemy stole. I will also exchange the lie
for My divine truth which is: I have loved you with an everlasting love, I
have drawn you with the cords of love, and I will keep thee as the apple of My
eye. Though weeping has endured many nights and years, My joy comes in the
morning."
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